been through an emotional rollercoaster this week, actually.
worse than id like to admit.
but now its over.
thank you Lord, for making me understand.
thank you val, that night before group dinner
all that about rlnships going to distract, and a waste of emotions
its not something im looking for right now,
and that's something my head has to tell my heart

you. who've been dastardly charming.
gd thing that you dont know about anything, then.
or things may not have stayed how they are, the way id have liked, right now.
that i have to remind myself annoys me.
status quo suits me, and i know i have to learn
to lock up my thoughts, feelings, because. just because.

and hi, i see you online.